feeeeels greatttttttttt to be freeeeee...
without a cause..
without a purpose..
just waiting patiently for life to unfold..

King Without a Crown

Strip away the layers and reveal your soul
Got to give yourself up and then you become whole
You're a slave to yourself and you don't even know
Want to live the fast life but your brain moves slow
If you're trying to stay high then you're bound to stay low
You want God but you couldn't deflate your ego
If you're already there then there's nowhere to go
If you're cup's already full then its bound to overflow
If you're drowning in the water's and you can't stay afloat
Ask Hashem for mercy and he'll throw you a rope
Looking for help from God you say he couldn't be found
Searching up to the sky and looking beneath the ground
Like a King without his Crown
Yes, you keep fallin' down
You really want to live but can't get rid of your frown
You try to reach unto the heights and wound bound down on the ground
Given up your pride and then you heard a sound
Out of night comes day and out of day comes light
Said nullified to the One like sunlight in a ray,
Make room for his love and a fire gone blaze

Masood...

Was I selfish when I begged you to stay?
Maybe you were preparing me for this day?
A day where there will no longer be a you,
A day when the sun refuses to shine and life won't bloom.
O dear soul you may have been smart,
But are you aware of my falling apart?
Days have turned into numbers that I eagerly count,
Praying we can reunite so my heart will be sound.
Staring at a picture of your captivating laugh,
Only reminds me how these cherished memories won't ever come back.
God surely takes those He loves first,
So I pray you're in a world where you will never hurt.

In the moment...

Thoughts rushing
like a highway chase
Searching around
to find my fate
Confused and lost
without a doubt
But without pain
would I have been found?
Looking through a deep tunnel
not seeing around
Darkness is blinding
but brightness surrounds
The calmness of the wave
seems to deceive well
Feeling safe at ease
until the time comes to tell
Comfort in this life
is never still
Only an illusion to die for
a misleading thrill